Hello . Hmm ...
Yeah , Fake smiles are all over me , me and jiejie , xALICIVA , telling each other about
FAKE SMILE , I started first, YEAH . Im sorry , i shudnt -.- , But ... I dun unds why life, is ,
freaking, COMPLICATED, Why must life have LOVE ? I dont understand , Tell me why....
Why life has to be complicated ? I don;t understand, Tell me why ......... Why MUST life be so .....
EMOTIONAL , COMPLICATED AND BORN WITH HATRED ? I cant understand, since all of US is DYING . [: But, Its okay with me CAUSE I DONT DESERVE TO LIVE. I MUST die , that's me , THATS ALL . Is there really a MUST to have a Love to Born ? I dont understand, Really. What just exactly happen ? Hahh ....
I dont understand why is OUR LIFE very , VERY different . Aliciva jie, Dont be sad, Well , I've lost a friend too ... Her mother is dead , yeah ..... Sigh, SHE`S VERY PITIFUL but only HAVE HER FATHER instead of BOTH father and MOTHER. >:
Im, im .... im really ... i cant understand anymore,
IM SICK ,
IM LONELY,
IM DUMB,
IM SILLY
IM ......... THE WORST GIRL EVER !